Thanking the spoon
My friend, who I will call Josh, was very critical of me. I wasn’t acting right, according to him.
My actions were effecting his life.
Josh didn’t consider his role in the course of events or how his actions resulted in me acting in a particular way. But based on something I didn’t say he was vexed. At me.
He vented. He expressed his fury. He was irritated, angry and aggravated by me and made it very clear.
I listened. I didn’t say a word. I didn’t respond.
A different friend one evening after enjoying my generous hospitality sat in my living room and told me to my face that she stabbed me the back. I challenged her in a non-threatening way. She backtracked without realising what she did.
Both experiences with my so-called friends drew out the poison in my life. It was painful. It hurt. I am still working on forgiving them.
However, these friends enabled me to grow into a different person by highlighting the problems in my life.
One of my most favourite philosophers is educator, businessman and Buddhist Josei Toda.
He said when we are upset, it’s easy to blame others. However, the true cause of our feelings is within us. He uses the following analogy which I applied to my life: I am a glass of water. My past negative experiences are sediment at the bottom of my glass. Others, like my so-called friends, are spoons. When stirred, the sediments cloud the water.
He then goes on to say that it may appear that the spoon caused the water to cloud – but if there were no sediment, the water would remain clear. The key, then, is to identify our sediment and actively work to remove it.
These so-called friends, or spoons, encouraged me to look within and I went on a journey of transformation and I am much happier for it.
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